ive decided! i know what i want to do with my life!


i....am going to be a town Troubadour! live through ze music! be mysterious as to were i live and who i am....yyyyeaaaah...


im going to have to learn guitar....and harmonica....and i need a mic...ermmm.HUZZA!




lmao.

"what are your hobbies?"

"i don't have any."

"none at all?"

"i work, and i think about work, and i freak out about work, and i think about how much i think about work, and i freak out about how much i think about how much i think about work, and i think about how freaked out i get about how much i think about how much i think about work. Does that count as a hobby?"


wow Ned Vizzini through Craig Gilner, you described that feeling perfectly. im defeated by school. work at school. just like Craig! lol. sigh..yeeeah

huh...this SHALL be fun...

ANOREXIA
[/] you have dry skin (in my defence...lotion is not something found in this house!)
[X] you eat 1 meal (dinner...but i eat more sometimes!!!!)
[] you're very weak
[] you hate yourself
[] you starve yourself
[/] you have low self esteem ( we all have low moments)
[] you use laxatives
[] you need to be more skinny
[] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat
[] people think you are too skinny
Total: 2 out of 10

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[X] your mind is all over the place
[X] you are hyper most of the time (anyone wish to testify )
[] you barely pay attention to anything
[X] you can't cooperate well (HA! with my teachers...)
[] you talk all the time
[] you need attention 24/7(rather not)
Total: 3 out of 6

BIPOLAR DISORDER
[X] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[X] you are very irritable
[X] you are antisocial
[X] you have very high self esteem sometimes
[] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex
[X] you have thought of/attempted suicide (but i mean! who hasnt!)
Total: 5 out of 6

BULIMIA NERVOSA
[] you throw up all of your food.
[] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] you have no control over how you eat.
[] you use laxatives.
[X] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out. (lack of water people)
[] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] people think you're way too skinny
Total: 1 out of 7

CONDUCT DISORDER
[] you are a bully.
[X] you threaten other people. (cough! im trying not to!)
[] you often find yourself in fights.
[] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[] you destroy property on purpose
[/] you always lie. (Sometimes...)
[/] you stay out all night. (I stay awake all night...does 'at count? )
[] you have ran away from home.
Total: 2 out of 10

DEPRESSION
[] You are always sad.
[] You find no hope in your future.
[X] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.(sadly)
[X] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day
[] You have low self esteem.
[] everything bad happens is always your fault
[] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[] You are failing school.
[] You have thought of/attempted suicide.
[] you have ran away from home.
[] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 2 out of 11

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[/] You have daily rituals. (for the most part yes)
[X] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[/] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[] you have harmed yourself.
[] you are afraid you will get any kind of germs.
[X] you have to check some stuff over again
Total: 3 out of 7

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[X] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[X] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[X] you can be/are anti-social.
[X] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[X] You have not had a lot of sleep lately
[] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[X] you can have angry outbursts.
[] You act younger than your age.
Total: 6 out of 9 (...no comment)

SCHIZOPHRENIA
[X] you often have hallucinations
[X] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[X] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[/] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[/] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.( depends on what about)
[X] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[/] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should. (sometimes life is to hectic for hygiene!)
[X] you are very shy. (oh dear god yes)
[X] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 7.5 out of 9 (erm....heh heh...)

so i got tagged again by


you know the rules.


1) i made a valentines day card that said "BA humbug" and sent it to myself for valentines day

2) i have polka-dotted converses...i my converses

3) has a cool corner in my room that like...has a window seat...and its small and i made it into a tent... my alone corner

4) i miss playing video games a lot

5)I'm a bit morbid....

6)i was stung by a scorpion when i was really young in the bath tub and when my dad got home from a business trip one day he brought me an in-cased one

7) partly deaf in my right ear...rawrk

8) has a loud Italian family. like...loud....but dang we produce some fine food



im going to make you all worry as to who im tagging next...because im going to use people ive already tagged...it could be any of you....o.o be afraid. is the only one ive told so far. the next 7 are soon to come...

i realized something tonight.


no matter how dire the cause, no matter how brave i may be, no matter how much i need a good grade,


i should NEVER come into close proximity with glue. ever.


supervised or not.


*points at savanna and maddie* i blame you for the fact that my fingers were glued together and wouldnt come apart until i scrubbed them with a sponge for 5 minutes. and for the fact that i had to clean glue off the dryer...when i did the project...IN THE DINNING ROOM.

again.



NEVER.




EVER.







should ANYONE.




give me glue.